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Name: Crystal
Gender: Female
Interests: music, sports, friends, BYU, the impending election, JOE BIDEN, journalism, sleeping, Zion, ETC.
Expertise: Probably my sports and music.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
3/3/2006
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| You know I'm desperate for views when I go to Xanga to post a YouTube Video. My team is 700 views behind the leading team. I have NO idea how they are doing it! BUT, please watch this video so Michael and I can win iPads, sell them, and put the money towards an August wedding. Please? It's a video about a site we created that would imprve literacy in the elementary classroom through the use of blogs and interest groups. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQRZVAyE_mI | | |
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I don't regret this because I learned a lot. I learned that:
1. No guy should ever make you feel clingy or unwanted or dumb.
2. Immaturity, backlash, and trying to make someone jealous are never appropriate responses to ANYTHING.
3. Words are nice, but ultimately mean little when not backed up by actions.
4. It's okay to let other people in. It might even be good for me.
ALL IN ALL
I'm going to miss Adam, but I now appreciate how GOOD Michael was to me. Michael is 2000 miles away and he still takes care of me better than Adam ever did. Michael writes me letters, even when I don't write him. He prays for me and always seems to give me exactly the encouragement I need. He makes me smile and laugh and feel GOOD about myself.
 
Miss you Michael.
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| Mi corazón está en Costa Rica. 
Te extrano. | | |
| I wish I could remember a night when I didn't cry myself to sleep. I've never felt so utterly lonely in my life. 
2 months down, 22 to go. Some days are better than others, but the nights are always awful. I've been going on dates and stuff and it's just such a waste of time. No one compares to him, not even close. I read my last post and I truly do miss that opptimism I had. The reality of two years is beginning to hit me now though. I hate it. I miss my best friend. | | |
| Dear friends, Well, Michael is gone! It's really crazy. He is officially in Costa Rica and has officially been gone for over a month. It's been hard. Really hard, but so wonderful at the same time. We are both growing so much already, spiritually and in our relationship. I miss talking to him, I miss being with him, but what a great opportunity it has been to write letters and get to know each other on a whole new level! He is truly an amazing boy. I continue to be annoyingly obsessive and crazy, especially when I get a letter from him, but I don't really cry anymore. Whatever happens between us will happen for the best, and in the meantime I'll try my hardest to support him and be here for him when he gets back. My, my two years is a long time to not even speak to the one you love. But it's so worth it! And so far it's totally NOT as hard as everyone makes it sound. Guess what?? I have friends! I hang out with other people! There was an urgency, especially the last couple months Michael was here, to spend every spare moment with him, to take advantage of the little time we had left together. I don't regret it one single bit, but it's nice to fill my time with other things and people now. So that's my update! I'm still madly in love, but I am learning to "carpe diem," enjoy the present and look forward. | | |
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